So, I went home for the weekend. My mother offered me gas money Thursday morning to come home and so I did right away. I did things like watching "Daddys Home" which has Mark Wahlberg and Will Ferrel in it and it was a cute movie I would say, also we hung around watched TV and just relaxed. Today is Saturday, my mother and I spent all afternoon looking for places to buy kayaks from and we finally settled on two from Sports Authority. We strapped them to the top of my CRV and went to the San Jauquin River right where it cuts beneath Woodward Park. It was beautiful but, the water was cold. My mother hated the way back because we had to walk across rocks to drag the kayaks upstream. I kept laughing my ass off because she nearly cried complaining so much. She was a trooper though. I need to do homework but, don;t really want to lmao.

Kassandra and I want to talk on Skype tonight. Last night went great until the call dropped and we did'n't get back in touch. She finally admitted that she saw me as a 'Ten" even though before she rated me at a "8.5". She was scared to admit she saw me as a 10 because that would make her have to admit how she saw me and she is scared of losing a ten. Begrudgingly I watched porn as soon as we hung up. The call had got me excited. I am getting closer to not having to much desire for porn but, it is such an ingrained habit. She makes me want to stop because I have a reason to follow my heart these days. Day by day though. I like this girl.

I better do my homework. The baby is crying continuously in the background.